1. It's hard to forgive people when they don't apologize and act light nothing had happened. Urghhh i can't let it go. Eventhough things may seem like the way they were before, it felt soo fake! Funny how that 1 freaking word will make all the difference, and she had said these million other words.
Forgive and forget? Its not easy although I wanted to :(
2. ...... Ehh I've forgotten other things that were on my mind. Hahaha. I have a lot of other stuff before I wrote #1. Hahahaha.
Forgetfulness? Easily happens although unwanted
*I have a lot of random thoughts lately and I've decided that I'm gonna start writing blog again, just to let it out. Blog is the best option because I hate facebook and twitter is too limited for my ramblings (Also, I don't wanna 'force' my 8 followers to read my rungutan). So, this will be some sort of public diary. Hehe. Honestly, I don't expect to have readers, just wanted to express out my weird random thoughts :)
And oh, I think I saw some sort of crazy accidental flasher at the airport just now. He/she is doing a weird catwalk with his/her pants partially down. Urghhhh what a weird thing to remember before sleep. I'm gonna wash it out with Kids React videos.
Selalunya bila saya balik rumah mesti ada je teka-teki baru yang adik-adik saya bagi. Kami memang suka main teka-teki lepas tu mengilai 'kah kah kah' tiga beradik pagi-pagi buta. Masa duduk kat rumah flat dulu pun sama, dok sembang-sembang, gelak-gelak 2,3 pagi padahal esok sekolah. Dah la kuat gelaknya mama dekat bilik sebelah pun dengar, sampai tak boleh tidur. Mama pun geram ambil rotan, rotan saya dengan adik, 2 orang je masa tu adik bongsu tak lahir lagi rasanya. Nasib baik kami selimut guna toto tak sakit pun kena rotan. Tu la kali pertama dan terakhir kena rotan dengan mama. hahaha.
Seperti biasa, selalu lari topik. Sebenarnya, nak cerita pasal teka-teki adik saya yang tak jadi dan memalukan.
Adik: Nor, orang ada teka-teki untuk kau.
Saya : Apa? Adik : Antara banyak-banyak buah, buah ape yang menimbulkan tanda tanya? Saya : Buah epal Adik : kenapa? Saya : Ha! tu kau tanya. Adik : ............................................Tv sekarang cerita apa ye best?
Bagi yang tak faham, sebenarnya, bila saya jawab buah epal, adik sepatutnya cakap 'salah' dan bila saya mengaku kalah tak dapat jawab dia akan cakap apa-apa buah yang saya tak sebut.Mestilah saya akan tanya 'kenapa' dan dia yang sepatutnya cakap 'Ha! tu kau tanya!' dan dia menang.
Tapi dalam kes ni dia tersilap jawab, dia sendiri tanya 'kenapa?', termakan diri dan saya menang. hahaha. Tiap-tiap kali saya teringat pasal ni mesti gelak sorang-sorang. Sampai sekarang, ni jadi salah satu modal untuk ejek dia. hehe.
Macam biasalah, adik beradik memang suka bercerita. Jadi, sedang kita orang main teka-teki, adik cerita pasal kawan dia dekat sekolah yang main teka-teki jugak;
Mat : Aku ado teko-teki nok wi ko mu. Tam : Gapo? Mat : Ado 2 kuba (kerbau), kuba A dengan kuba B. Kuba A keno sembelih, kuba mano hok hidup lagi? Tam : Kuba B la! Mat : Hahaha. ngaku ba-B
Tam pon geram la dengan mat ni. Dia tak puas hati, nak balas dendam, dia pulak bagi teka teki dekat Mat.
Tam : Mat, aku pon ado teka-teki nok wi ko mu. Mat : Ho. Gapo? Tam : ado 2 pokok muba (merbau), muba A dengan muba B. muba A keno tebang, muba mano hok idup lagi? Mat : (dengan selambanya) Mu ba-B Tam : .......................................................
Hahaha. Korang faham kan?
Akhir sekali, ni satu ada satu video yang pasal teka-teka makan diri juga. Selamat menonton!
Kesimpulannya, berhati-hati memberi teka-teki jangan sampai memakan diri :P
Korang mesti rasa cerita ni tak lawak pun kan? Tapi sebenarnya memang serius lawak. Gelak la wey~~ :P
Jarak antara rumah saya dan tempat saya belajar lebih kurang 474 kilometer. Jadi, bus ekspres adalah pengangkutan yang paling ideal bagi pelajar yang kurang berduit seperti saya untuk pulang ke rumah. Saya lebih suka menggunakan bas ekspres berbanding kapal terbang sebab saya tak ada duit lcct/klia/subang sangat jauh! Contohnya;
Kapal terbang: Waktu berlepas jam 2030. 1600 naik bas ke komuter 1630 sampai komuter 1645 naik komuter tunggu komuter delay sejam 1745 naik komuter 1815 sampai kl sentral 1830 naik bas transit lcct 1930 sampai lcct 1945 check in 1950 lepak-lepak/solat 2015 pengumuman plane delay 2130 naik kapal terbang yeay 2230 sampai KB 2330 sampai rumah Total: 7 jam 30 minit
Bas Ekspres: Waktu bertolak 8.30 malam 9.00pm naik bus ke stesen bus 9.30pm naik bus 9.31pm tidur 4.30am sampai rumah Total:7 jam 30 minit
Kesimpulannya, bagi saya sama lama je masa naik kapal terbang dengan bas ,tambahnya bas tak payah penat-penat pergi stesen. Boleh tidur lagi. hehe. Sebenarnya, saya bukan nak cakap pasal benda ni pun tapi sebab saya selalu naik bas, saya nak cakap pasal 3 perkara yang paling saya tak suka dalam bas ekspres:
Minyak wangi. Semua orang tahu yang bas ada satu bau yang secara automatik akan buat orang pening bila masuk je dalam bas. Sebenarnya, berdiri kat luar bas pun dah boleh pening terutamanya orang yang tak biasa naik bas ekspres. Cuba bayangkan masa nak pengsan dengan bau bas, tiba-tiba ada mamat hensem baru masuk pintu bas tapi bau minyak wangi dia dah sampai dulu dekat korang yang duduk kat tengah bas. Nak dijadikan cerita, mamat tu pulak duduk sebelah korang. Tak ke bertambah pening? Bau bas+bau minyak wangi yang sangat kuat. Pengsan ai! Kalau pengsan betul tak apa pula, sedar-sedar je dah sampai. Senang. Ni tak, kepala migrain, perut pusing dan tekak nak muntah. Sangat tak tahan. Penyelesaiannya, turun bas pergi kedai beli minyak cap kapak sapu kat hidung. Yang bagus lagi masa mamat tu tidur, percik-percik minyak cap kapak kat dia. Aman sikit kepala. Hehe. Sebenarnya, tak kisah pun kalau nak pakai minyak wangi dalam bas tapi pada-pada lah, janganlah dibuat minum minyak wangi tu. Kalau tak dalam bas pun orang yang normal dah tak selesa dengan bau minyak wangi yang terlebih dos apatah lagi dalam bas. Kesimpulannya, sayangilah minyak wangi anda dan gunakanlah dengan cermat. :)
Handphone. Lepas dah sapu minyak cap kapak kat satu muka, pening dah hilang, semua dah okey, apa lagi masa untuk tidur la. Tapi tak sampai 5 minit pejam mata, terjaga sebab dengar bunyi lagu lady gaga. Okey tak apa. Tidur balik. 5 minit lepas tu bunyi balik! Geram tak? Saya memang tak suka dengan orang yang bunyi mesej dia sangat panjang dan kuat. Tengah orang cuba nak tidur, tiba-tiba dengar bunyi mesej ala-ala jam loceng yang disnoozekan tiap-tiap 5 minit. Tension! Lagi satu, orang yang bergayut kat telefon dengan suara kuat, saya yang duduk 2 seat belakang pun boleh dengar. Lama pulak tu bersembang. Orang lain nak tidur pun tak boleh fokus. Patutnya timbang rasa la sikit kalau tak nak silentkan pun, perlahankanlah volume tu. Naik bas ekspres ni terutamanya waktu malam boleh diibaratkan macam kongsi bilik tidur dengan 40 orang. Jadi, ingatla kat orang lain sama. Takkanlah nanti nak buat bas ekspres tu macam panggung wayang, nak kena tayang iklan suruh silentkan hp sebelum bas bergerak. Fikirlah sendiri bro! (and sis)
Orang yang mengorat atas bas. (Disclaimer-saya tak jeles okey. Bfku si Joni Deep tu lagi hensem!) Okey, sedang korang tengah geram dengan bunyi handphone yang kuat macam dekat disko (mana tau bunyi kat disko kuat? Jeng jeng) korang dengar pulak 2 orang tengah bersembang dekat belakang korang; nama siapa? 'rita, hehehe. awk?' aidil. balik sorang je? Bf tak teman? 'tak, saya mana ada bf. hehehe' saya pun tak ada gf - dan seterusnya. Well, tak salah nak berkenalan atau bersembang hatta mengorat sekali pon atas bas tapi (again) jagalah volume, ni tak, dok mengilai 'hehehehe hehehehe'. Seriau tau. Ingatkan pontianak mana la tumpang naik bas.
Kesimpulannya, respek diri anda dan orang lain, ambil masa untuk relaks dan respon kepada persekitaran anda! Ciau!
So after about one year of having a twitter account i've decided to actually give it a try, I followed a few artists from glee ie the handsome other asian, Harry Shum Jr and Mr porcelain face, as sue sees it, Chris Colfer. If you don't get it then you are not a gleek - well, it's not really a big deal, so no worries but now you know that i am. So as i was saying, i followed a few artists and read their tweets about their show and their __________ life in tinseltown (I don't have an adjective to describe their life, so feel free to insert your own) then of course i start tweeting. Well i tried, and i ended up staring at the tweet bird for like decade.
I wonder what does a mere mortal like me tweet about? (Tweet is verb now, is it?) My followers on twitter (Yes i do have followers, a whole lot of 7 actually. heh :P) i dont think they open their twitter on a daily basis and they don't tweet much either. The last one i stalked tweeted on October on something about phone. Its good for him that he actually have a phone that is worth to tweet about, mine is too sexy i'll be blocked if i mention it. Basically, they can't be much of a reference.
I dont really feel like whining about my little problems on twitter or fb as matter of fact because i find it kinda annoying. It's like 'so what you sit on a chewing gum? like i care'. Especially when quite a number of my fb friends are not really that close to me, i mean if my friends are only my classmate and my close relative, i would'nt mind whining publicly because its not actually public, you see. To answer the question in your mind ie 'its ok to whine in blogs?' As i said, nobody reads my blog so i'm kinda a crazy girl who talks to herself via writing. (yeah, you who are reading this , are actually not a body you are only a soul - no body as in nobody getit? Lame joke. i know.) So yeah, i think it is ok to whine in blog because you readers, read it by choice. I mean, my ridiculous whining (and writings) wont go up in your wall and make you read it unwillingly. You have to actually click a cursor to my blog to read my posts. So, you kinda sign up for it. :)
I got way beyond my topic so lets go back. What's there to tweet about? My daily routine? Like how i woke up 4, eat nasi lauk ayam sambal for lunch and do pilates at 6-yes, i am bragging. I, me do pilates for 1 hour every day, how's that make you feel? heh. Well actually its only been for 2 days and i did the routine from pilates for dummies. Not really a bragging material, me and my lack of exercise but that's another story.
What else?............................................................. I have no idea. Now i start to wonder what is the purpose of twitter in the first place?
PS - Been staring @the monitor for 15 minutes now thinking what to tweet about. Yes i'm a beginner. btw, i used @ huh that's a progress rite? FYI that is my first tweet after a long time and apparently that is not the correct way of using@. I didn't actually mean to tag someone.
Kenapa ek ada orang psiko buang singgam merata-rata? boleh pula lekat singgam kat atas kerusi komuter? kan dah ada orang malang terduduk atas singgam tu kesian kat orang tu balik-balik shopping kena memberus membasuh baju, seluar semua kena singgam geli tau tak? GELI! sekarang nak kena cari plastik buat lapik bekas air liur psiko tu , senang-senang je kunyah-kunyah singgam, kunyah sampai liat dah tinggal rasa air liur dia je puuutt tepek kat kerusi lepas tu blah ai geli tawww~ urghh! lain kali sila simpan kulit singgam tu buang atas kulit dia letak dalam poket kemudian buang dekat tong sampah ye.
Sila baca dengan satu nafas pada kelajuan 150km/h. Lebih feel.
Sekian bebelan hari ni. Oh, ni ada satu gambar yang menggambarkan gambaran perasaan saya, sama yewww~ sama geli-sila buat muka jijik
Bubblegum Alley, California.
According to wikipedia the bubblegum alley is a local tourist landmark. Yes, tourist landmark. For me it is more like a place where they suffocate tourists.
I don't know why every time i read my previous blog posts i feel kinda stupid and embarrassed; thinking - OMG, i wrote those? and worst i posted those online? Seriously? What was i thinking? Better pack my bag and move to Pluto now.
Then of course, i considered deleting the humiliating post; err i did delete one just a few minutes ago out of self consciousness. Which i regret now, because apparently it is normal to feel stupid (according to here which i found when i googled 'is it normal to feel stupid'-yeah....i know) As i was saying, maybe i think it is stupid but its not stupid at all, i just think that way because i'm not confident with my-online-self. Therefore, i would like to conclude with: be yourself and be proud with it! That relates right?
Uh, no one reads this blog anyway, so there's nothing to be embarrassed about actually :P
To do in the weekends + Flyday: 1. Prep for Power Analysis mid-sem exam 2. Browse online shopping websites 3. Y.M Movie-date:) Inglorious Basterd, Sherlock
4. Visit report 5. OUT-shopping wherever
To clean 1. The room 2. Closet 3. Laptop
Music to download: 1. Neighbors - The Academy Is 2. About You Now - Sugababes 3. Kill All Your Friends - MCR 4. Changes - Jamie Scott & The Town 5. Crush - Cute is What We Aim For 6. Put Your Records On - Corrine Bailey Rae 7. Keep It Simple - Cobra Starship 8. Right Back Where We Started From - Cleopatra 9. You're So Great - Blur 10. Ku Bukan Aku - Tilu 11. Love Song - The Cure
To buy: 1. Facial cleanser 2. Laundry detergent 3. ShirtS
Thing should be doing right now: Study for Power Quality midsem at 12pm
