Heartache

I'm not in a good mood. So, I'm going to write about things that i don't like.

• People coming to me out of nowhere to say that they are busy - while i was chatting (read:gossiping) with my friends. I seriously do not know what is their intention by doing that. It could be: a) just wanted to share their problem. b) jealous because i was doing not-so-important thing while they have a lot of things to do. c) wanted to show that they are better than me because they are busier. d) depression due to a lot of pressure or e) all of the above. Honestly, I don't mind people sharing their problem with me, because I too, sometimes tell my friends that I have a lot of works to do, just to ease the pressure, but in appropriate time (you know when), not all of a sudden. I really which that I was mean enough to say "u are not the only one, the whole faculty is busy, get used to it!" but I couldn't. By the way, their common dialogue is 'asal korg mcm tak de kerje ek? ak bz giler, keje sekolah nk antar 5 saat lagi, tahun depan kena hantar tesis, projek, pastu nak kena tolong mak cik cafe cuci pinggan, bla bla bla"

• Misused of YM, yahoo messenger (duh~) buzz function. I really don't like people buzzing me to start a conversation. I mean how am I suppose to response to that? Buzz them back, which equals to; yes I'm free and you can ask me questions? I can totally understand if I am being buzzed because I didn't reply a message, but to start a conversation? No, I don't think so. Can't u just say hi? Anyway, my classic respond is," Ya, kaunter pertanyaan. Boleh saya bantu?"

I think two will be enough for now because unlike you, I am very busy, I don't even have time to read blogs.

Hah! That's it! I ain't no angel.












Unfortunately, writing this didn't help to cast the heartache away. No, not at all.